live the dream?

I have recently been taking stock of my lot in life. I have decided that I am going to refuse to believe that can't go any further. Never one to lack determination I have sealed my resolve. I have made a five year plan...
in five years I will...
Have a couple of acres
Live in a home that I am happy to call home and not just my "house"
I will grow more of my own produce.
I will have enough space to raise my own meat
I will sell enough free range poultry and eggs for my growing poultry habit to sustain itself.
I will have room for a poly tunnel and a greenhouse
I will keep bees and sit in my garden eating my own honey on my own bread.
I will breed the rare breed poultry I love so much
I will not ever have to step on a plane again
I will not ever tolerate the abuses of the past
I will guard my young ferociously
I will have happy moral well balanced children
I will please myself but not hurt others
I will treat the world around me with the respect it deserves
I will not be dependant on pain killers to sleep at night
I will cherish those that I love (you know who you are)
I will spend more time appreciating my siblings
I will fill my children's life with joy

Many of these things I will just continue to do as I do now. Many of them will come with time.
I will endeavor to be the inspiration to my children that my mother has been to me.......